alhamdulillah, finally I got pregnant!

7:29 PM Rima Ramadhania 0 Comments

sampai pada akhirnya saya di stage menjadi seorang ibu hamil juga, setelah penantian hampir 2 tahun pernikahan dengan Adi, cerita dimana yang selalu diulang tiap malam sampai menjadi yang terkubur dalam kesehariannya untuk tidak lagi kecewa dengan hasil tespack tiap bulannya yang selalu menunjukkan garis satu. ya seperti itu sedihnya, mungkin 3 bulan pertama masih yang nangis banget ketika tau tespack negatif dan terus berusaha berpikir positif kalau namanya juga masih awal pernikahan namun setelah 6 sampai 1 tahun setelahnya aku dan suami berkomitmen untuk we'll be allright if we dont have a kid by blood. we still gratefull for our life and our marriage.

time to time Allah swt hear our pray and hopes, till I decide to give my resignation letter to PT Bank Rakyat Indonesia and get concern with my education journey the miracle happens. ternyata when we let go something to achive keberkahan dari Allah swt ended up one by one the things that we want to be something real without our extra effort, Masya Allah Subahanallah kalau inget masih kerasa merindingnya. well baru berani share saat ini ke blog saat kehamilan 22 weeks and not much people around me knowing this information it because i just want to keep it to my inner circle only. i think it's fine.

i've been juggling with pregnant symptoms like getting morning sickness which I have until midnight not only in the morning, I've ever get blood spot after take a short holiday in Jogjakarta by car then in the next day we came to RS Hermina DM to got checked alhamdulillah it just fine. sometimes i cant sleep because I feel the teribble back pain somehow it feels like I want to cry out load because i cant handle the pain, it hurts. but it also beautiful, getting pregnant isnt something common as a women we want it in a long waiting. i just feel blessed whatever it takes.