LIFE WILL HIT YOU, are you ready?
hello,umh, very absurd for opening tho.
because it was took so long for me to opened my blog again and wrote something that happened in my life.
then I decide to do it, today! filling my old blog with a story.
hey my old blog, how are you?
how's your life? (this is very stupid question I've asked)
well, your life is so booooooooooooring right? because I never wrote anything even a single words for you.
from where I have to start? very awkwarddddddddd....
so yeah, ummhhh...
if you do asking the same question for me, so I have to start from this....
my life is very challenging, boring and awesome at that time.
I almost lost my self in duty, I lost my passion, I lost my desire and I lost the direction!!!
it quite scared, but I realize that I have to facing it.
I overwhelmed with saddness, high expectation that never turned into reality, all the problems that hit me continously, and there's no one that support me.
I lost my self for 6 months, there's no desire to do "your best", procastinate almost in everything, even I never do sunnah things again. I am lost!
in my mind, I need space. I need my time to find my self again and reflect.
I already facing all the problems and fix them one by one with my last energy. My relationship with my friends is getting better and I decide to change the way of thinking because it was a key! perspective is everything.
but, it need a time and I am struggling for that.
to be great person we have to patient and appreciate all the things in life (for big one nor small one). then, I tried my best to be better person.
I hope Allah leads me with his light.
aamiin.
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